Still talking to the 2 guys I met online. I’m actually going out with the one tonight after my support group meeting, and trying to arrange getting together with the other one tomorrow night. I’ve gone from zero social life to social butterfly overnight it seems!
The kid is still kind of in the picture, but not for much longer I don’t think. Yesterday I called him when I got home from work to see if he wanted me to come up and visit and he said no, he wanted to just relax. Fine. I got into my pj’s and went about getting ready for tonight’s big date. Not an hour later he calls up wanting to know what I’m doing because he’s bored. No way mister – you blew your chance to see me. I told him this and then went back to doing my stuff. I called him before I went to bed – not sure why – and he wanted me to come up tonight between work and my meeting AND bring him more chew. To top it all off he had the balls to ask me if I’d sneak in some of my anxiety pills! Now that’s the kind of shit the old boyfriend would have done and I am having no part of it. He doesn’t know about the date tonight and he’s not going to know. He’s supposed to call me sometime this afternoon, and I haven’t decided yet if I’ll answer the phone or not. I’m thinking not.
All I want is to find a nice guy, who’s got a job and a car, that treats me like a princess – or at least not like a doormat. That’s not asking too much, is it?
